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hmm..so fast oh today is friday dy.. i m going back kl veryvery soon...see~i m in dilemma now haha~ if i m rili going back to continue studying, means that my sem break ends juz like tat...so bored..havent met all my frens yet..some of them are coming back lor...but now i m not going to continue, but i still feel sad, bcoz i rili enjoy college life, everyday chitchatting ,sometime bz with courseworks, after tat mayb go yumcha if they r free...haiz~~hahah

well,last nite i went to watch m:1:3 with jason bangla yongyong n kaichun oo..haha i din plan to watch at first, bcoz i dun rili like tom cruise. Since my frens just came back from kl, n they asked me to go, so i juz go lor..meet frens also mar..then i found tat the movie is quite nice, for me it's nicer than part I n II. The story is exciting n at least i think it's worth it lor..

haiz ben lai to9 going to have dinner with vuisan,loi n chinghui de...who knows loi..haiz lazy to talk bout him dy haha~cheapie..so make it tomolo night lor...to9 i m going to yumcha with jason n bangla,mayb bighead? haiz cant meet him oo..he is leaving for kl soon also...miss him lar...

this time i come back, i rili changed my attitude lor..at least when frens ask me to go out, sure i will say yes no matter where n when..ahha~ n i will ask them out myself lor..rare case! i rili found that, chit chatting with ur old frens..is rili a precious moment, u guys will talk bout the past, the present n the future. Then we will start recalling the past, the funny things happened...haiz.rili miss it...haha n we will start to bcome sot sot again...talk bout nonsense lar, n in the end..almost all of the waiters n waitress ,even the boss were involved in our topic..haha bcoz we just like to talk bad bout ppl~~anyone who passes by, sure kena mentioned..so charm! well, this is the thing that will make me miss them all the time..

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aiyor..today is the 1st day of our inti's new semester oo..if i were still in inti, this is my new semester liao ah...semester 4 man....so proud of it haha~dunno wat is so proud though....
but i rili miss life there ververy much...everyday wake up, rush here rush there...bcoz oversleep ma haha..then run to class...so far away from my hostel somemore...reach class, oledi sweat all over the body....haiz, but i miss it..rili...then i can eat , sleep and talk with frens during class....but of coz most of the time i m paying attention de ar!! then during lunch break, all of us will talktalktalk until we reach student centre...haiz..so sad oh....i m rili rili sad...then i heard cindy said that, today they went mcD oo..i still remember i went mcD several times with them..changhong, this time i back, must go once more ok??? ehhehe...
well, i am also quite bz here..went to renew my driving license, went british council to ask for the details , then tomolo will b going to grandma's hse n look after her...haiz..no maid is like tat...but then i m willing to tat also..she is already 96 yrs old..as my mum said, still got how many yrs more i can see her?? what i can do is juz to look after her...wat she needs is only the concern from her daughter, son and grandchildren...she used to look after me since i was a child as my mum was quite bz tat time..i stayed with her for 7 yrs..she told me lots of old stories which i still remember , till this moment... dunno y..juz cant hold my tears when i come to think bout this thing..although i should have realised that she will leave me one day, but i just wanna try my best to stop the time..as i see my parents r getting older day by day...this is rili sadding...hmm i think i m getting emotional again..so gonna stop here...next week will b going back to kl to settle my uni stuffs n pack my things back..might b going to s'pore to meet my sis and shopping too.hehehe

well

hmm..regarding to the previous post...i just wanna clarify something.. for the west msians whom i mentioned..were rili those frog under the well, which i dislike with. However, i still feel lucky as i meet some frens from west msia who r rili nice...they r not as bad as i expected, they r nice n frenly to me. Compared to my frens studying in other colleges, i admit that i am considered lucky dy, as i get along well with my west msians frens..and became quite close. In their eyes, sabah n s'wak are not that outdated and kampung..phew~~hahaa n tat's y i would like to invite them over n show them my hometown,the place where i grown up, tat's all. Haiz..gonna leave them soon..sad oo~~

funny west m'sianss

well, the FAQ below was copied from one of my fren's blog...he is a miri-an. Somehow, i rili feel shameful for some west msians...who are living in the same country with us,yet they don't know anything about us ( East m'sian) , and the worst case is..they use their "wonderful" imagination to imagine our lifestyle n environment. Mostly looking down on us, of course. This rili makes me sad...what i found is, some of them r even more outdated than us, they dunno the world outside from their own state, or even their own hometown....how sad...Well, i would not feel being bullied but instead, i feel pity on them..


Sarawak FAQ
1.hey!u swak ppl live in trees ah?
hmm.. of course, we have orang-utans as butlers as well.they are so well trained.orour houses are so high up on top of the tree that we use elevators

2.u guys got electricity isit?
we get our electricity the environment-friendly way.you see, we get west malaysians who wants tomarry our sons and daughters and ask them torun on this ‘hamster-wheel’ to convert kineticenergy to electricity

3.over ther got wht car?
our cars are made out of bamboo and we use ourfeet as our accelerator … you know like theflintstones?

4.Got road meh?
of course not, the federal goverment is to busyspending its money on you guys!

5.u bidayuh form sulawesi there huh?
i don’t know coz i’m chinese

6.s’wak inside sabah right?
what the f*ck did you guys learn in geographyclass besides finding out which oil well to raid insabah and sarawak?

7.eh,sabah s’wak not the same meh?
about the same, they have hotter, fairer and sexierlooking people compared to west malaysians. everheard of amber chia?

8.Kuching big ha?
kuching can be said to be quite big coz we arethe largest state in malaysia

9.kuching got so many cats la….got, we have siamese cats, persian cats, tabbycats, alley cats, and even some pussies fromsemenanjung

10.Kuching got malay?
kenak ko tanya soalan bodoh kedak ya?

11.s’wak ppl can speak english?
better than you guys. the only english words iheard from my ex-lecturers from west malaysiawere good morning and thank you.

12.Kuching got airport or u use boat go johor..
oh yea we got airports its going to fit a 747 in afew months and oh yea … its not overrun by ratslike say …. KLIA?

13.You guys go to school by sampan?
yea, we even go watch movie by sampan

I am back....

wow... ahha looking at my previous blog...it was posted last yr..hhaaha~just bcoz i m too lazy to type something out....although in my mind i would like to express my things all the time...well well..i had an account here since last yr.bcoz of someone using it too,however..it doesnt mean anything to me anymore.This is also the reason why i m not blogging here all this while. Well well, then why am i writing craps here ler now? this maybe influenced by my frens gua..since cindy n choo suddenly blog something recently..then i m kinda influenced and also mayb i'm too bored here in kk, my lovely hometown. Haiz..this time i come back, rili not going back to kl anymore..quite sad huh...This happens in a sudden anywayz..I didn't know that my family has already made the decision to let me go uk, not until i came back from kl last week. Last last week after my finals, i went for langkawi n penang trip with classmates in Inti, well i could say i din really enjoy it,just dunno y..weird feeling..I din expect this to happen actually. I tot i could have fun during this trip as this might be our last trip...since tat time koini n yvonne are leaving for uk...haha of coz, now i m joining them..sigh! Cindy n me still think that finally this time both of us can appear at the same time..ahaha how nice..who knows? it ended like that...Well , I can't say that it is not fun at all..but i just couldn't enjoy it ..maybe we din organize well, the whole trip was just too tiring...most of the time we were just sitting in the busessss n ferriessss sleeping or doin nothing,by the time we reach the destination, the sky had already turned dark. We could nothing but just check-in to hotel, then everyone was queuing for shower...then after the last person finished his or her shower, most of the population had gone asleep...haha so all in all, our trip was just about...bus,ferry and sleep! yeah....
i m trying real hard to recall the things happened in the whole trip...trying to find out something which rili did make me feel happy..ohya! the first nite in Eastin Hotel..after attending cindy's bday party, we went to Rush which is a disco (well,it is a disco but not pub..since it was too techno!) to have fun...hha i rili had fun there..released my stress n unhappiness there at least...n i was able to "witness" yiner, changhong,yehsze,meiling,lyefang ,koini n choo's dance..well we all did enjoy ahha~~then we went back to hotel room, i wasnt sleepy at all actually although it was already 2-3 am...and the neighbouring room was so happening, bcoz cindy's frens all came in with their beerssss haha~ i wanted to join them, but i was rili afraid that after i got drunk, what would i do? haha dun wanna let them see my ugly actions lar..somemore i just got to know them tat nite...then around 4am, they left. I found that choo n cch were still awake, then i walked over and 38 with them..ahha then yiling joined us also..coz u know lar~she dunno slept from wat time...enuf sleep dy hehe...so we had a nice chat, at least i think it was...to me.haha~
then wat else? erm...oh! dunno the 2nd nite or 3rd nite , in langkawi's hotel...we played a game called mafia...i rili like it~as everyone was so funny ,guessing who is the mafia and kept on arguing about that...then cindy told me a horrible ghost story lar...tat stupid changhong go n switch off the light suddenly, i was rili shocked..sampai my brain suddenly blank bar...si changhong!
then ar..those pulaus we went...i dun think they r nice ..since u know i am a sabahan...surrounded by beaches..n the scenery in those pulaus..rili veryvery breath-taking ar!! damn...i miss pulau..i might b going pulau next week..frens..u guys should come over here and sure i'll bring u there...for free! hehe..
actually there is still lots of things i wanna say...but i think i typed too much..ahha i am 38 mar..undeniable, yet unchangeable...=P
so i will continue the other day~ if there is rili someone who r willing to pay a visit on my blog...hahha at least i know someone is concerning bout me mar...if not i talk to myself meh...k lar....gotta go to sleep now

p/s: just finished watching msia's project superstar grand final...a guy from kuching named John wong chun yen won it...well,u know wat song did he choose to sing in the final?? haha..it's "I love u" = 爱很简单 from my dearie david...while he was singing, i was crying...and why was i crying? hahaa i have no clues on it..sorry...just love the song veryvery much...it brings lots of memories to me...